Saturday, May 19, 2007


Wanting, unwanted
I lie sleepless, and dream for hours
Endlessly haunted
By a relationship turning sour

I hope that I can find solace, peace and love
In you

Once again
I will get in

Thursday, May 17, 2007

New music element

I have added a music element to the right side of my blog. I created/composed all the songs with the help of some very talented music software. The music is raw and probably needs some major help with the mixing, structure, timing, and just about everything alse,but I'm very happy with the results. "Duo" features me on guitar accompanied by only a drum track. So far, that's the only song I play an instrument on (and I use the word 'play' very loosely...I am but an amateur, as you can tell.)

Due to space contraints, I can only list a few songs at a time. I will rotate the music and post when I list something new.

Please note that the music loops continuously until you press the stop button.

This is something very new to me and I hope you enjoy it! Let me know what you think.

Saturday, May 12, 2007


my shadow crept away from me
it danced upon the sidewalk
it seems happy to be free
my ego slowly slipped away from me
it bounded with ambition
disgusted with what I've turned out to be
my conscience is now packing to leave
tired of fighting battles
weary of the constant misery
my being is dripping away from me
melting in the chaos
of my futility

Tuesday, May 1, 2007


dreams and nightmares are born
of the same mother
the question arises:

who is the father?