Why couldn’t I be enough?
Why couldn’t I be strong enough?
Why couldn’t my best be good enough?
Why couldn’t I make you happy?
Why couldn’t you let me go?
Why couldn’t I walk away?
When does it all come together?
When does the yearning stop?
When will all the pieces fit?
I should have walked away back then
I should have run away when you said
When you said
Touching me made you sick
When you did everything to tell me it was over
Except say it was over
I should have run, never looked back
I should have walked into the sun
So many “should have dones”
Could of, would of, should of
Hindsight, yeah it’s so clear
But it wasn’t for all those years
Discarded, unwanted, inadequate
Square peg, Round hole
Piercing my heart
I never knew how alone it could be
With you by my side
I just wanted to be your hero
Not an absolute