Now, right now

Pack me up 

Ship me out

Show me love

Pick me up

Dust me off

Show me now 

Take my time

Take it easy

Don't forget how

To show me

You love me

Now

End, tomorrow

End all of the nonsense

End all of the pain

Level the playing field

After all, we're the same

Begin to process the future

Begin to take it all back

Be aware of the outsider

And all of his attacks

For tomorrow is promised to no one

And no one will forever persevere

Tomorrow will be our undoing

Tomorrow, oh so very near

End all of the bickering

End all of the pain

Forgive all of the sins

Release all the distain

Begin to process the future

Begin to take it all back

Be aware of the outsider

And all of his attacks

For tomorrow is promised to no one

And no one will forever persevere

Tomorrow will be our undoing

Tomorrow, oh so very near

End all of the agony

End the endless attack

Forgive the innocence of your youth

No sense in taking it all back

Begin to process the future

Begin to take it all back

Be aware of the outsider

And all of his attacks

For tomorrow is promised to no one

And no one will forever persevere

Tomorrow will be our undoing

Tomorrow, oh so very near

Chances

Your demons

where do they dwell

Internal or external?

How deep is the well?

You try to balance the scales

With credit you cannot repay

There are wins and fails

What makes you think you can stay?

The darkness closes in

The light fights for every flare

The unseen devours

And the darkness

The darkness doesn't care

Be a hero

Take the walk 

Despite the weakness

Be the hero

Take the chance

Despite internal weakness

Time runs out for everyone

Time if fleeting, you got to run

There is no time

for second chances

Or 

any more

chances

The time is now

 

Good enough

I have problems

And I have dreams

I have desires

But nothing is what it seems

Will you be the death of me?

Should I close my eyes and die?

Give in

I have issues

I have screams

I have credits

Nothing gets in the way of dreams

Will you give life to me?

Should I open my eyes to a new reality?

Gave in

What happens 

when there is nothing left to give?

The tank empty

How are we going to live? 

Who decides 

Where we ultimately go?

Confusion

Does anyone really know?

The ground

Rushed towards my head

Blacked bones

Did you wish I was dead?

Cohabitation

Means nothing

Self-containment

Would mean everything

But life determined a different path

Yours finally clean, mine dark and gray

An anchor to your sunrise

Maybe I should just fade away

It can be funny

As well as a little sad

these moments of clarity

they are all I have

Nothing will end happy

If I prayed, I'd ask for time

I can only hope for moments

And make them mine

A little is better than none

A little is good enough

good enough

Happiness

The weight of words

Keep me down

And the height of words

Lift me up

But the duality keeps

me grounded

The worst and the best

The bitter and the rest

The best of times

The worst of me 

Keep shining bright

Keep shining the light

And I will follow

I wanted to do something right

Out of something so wrong

And I wanted to make you a star

Of your very own song

The worst and the best

The bitter and the rest

The best of times

The worst of me 

Did you say a little prayer

To help my lonely soul

Did you keep me close

I will never know

The worst and the best

The bitter and the rest

The best of times

The worst of me 

Keep me here

Keep me close

Keep me here

I may never know

Happiness

Away

If there wasn't a single breath

If there wasn't at least a spark

I'd simply

Fade

Away

from

you

What was that, again?

It's only Tuesday

At the same time

It's the end

Of the world

Can you explain

the end of times

Can you believe

In this?

What did you expect

The world to spin on

What did you want

Everything inside?

Can you explain

What I have wanted?

What I waited for

What was that?

Fly

Away

Fly on your own

Fly

Away

Be gone

It was a magical moment

Brought down to earth

What do you want

What do you need

Let me go

Let's go

Lets go

There is nothing to stop us now

What do you want now?

There is nothing stopping us now

What's Stopping you now?

What?

They said it best

 If you only knew....

From the dead

I feel like

My voice has returned

After a long slumber

I have returned

From the dead

Into the light

There was always a moment

Where the light blinded your eyes

And when reopened, yielded

The greatest surprise

Don't look away

Don't turn away

Stare directly

Into the light

So Stupid

I haven't been

I haven't

I tried

I would do anything

I was

So

Stupid

Flesh

Tearing the flesh

From bone

Takes more work

That you think

Tearing the best

from the remains

Takes an instinct

Undefined

Tearing my heart

from my chest

Can happen 

Everyday

Tearing the flesh

from my love

Gives way to 

infection

Upside down

There was the ball

In your court

I cried foul

Even if it was right

I took control and

Ruined it, yet again

Best intention

Doesn't mean shit

I tried to make it mine

But it wasn't my time

So I forfeit the serve

And got what I deserve

There is no hope for me

I'm just a memory

I don't know what to do

Tell me what you know

I was without

A net, no safety

I was alone

No safety

Let me be

Let me think

What the hell is going on

What did you think?

I am broken up

I'm broken down

I'm letting up

I let you down

Turn that frown

Upside down

Welcome to my world

It's all crazy

It's all upside down

Welcome to my life

It's all insane

It's all upside down

What more is there

That I can give

What more is there

That I should live with

What more is there

That you say is right

What more is there

in the dark of night

Turn that frown

Upside down

Welcome to my world

It's all crazy

It's all upside down

Welcome to my life

It's all insane

It's all upside down

What

What am I 

without you

an insignificant

Thing

What Am I 

With you not by my side

Another darkened day

Where love has gone to hide

Don't pray to your god

not just yet

Don't make any accusations

Don't even jest

Because when the daylight breaks

And the surf is calm

It's on like you wouldn't believe

Like Donkey Kong

Let's get in the drink

Unapologetic

No apologies spoken

no warmth in the embrace

the notes tickle my spine

What a fantastic race

The deeper we fall

The higher we ascend

The more we give away

The more we bring in 

There's no need to apologize

we all, are

Numb

Numb my pain

Numb Numb Numb

Numb the insane

Numb numb numb

Numb the irrational

Numb the faint of heart

numb the struggle

Within my beating heart

Numb it all

Make it all numb

So I can face

Another

Day

Unless the numbness

Takes it all away

Deepest Cut

The deepest cut

is inflicted by those you love

Not your enemy

 

But the difference

is negligible

Within

Am I a loser

Or A winner

Or somewhere in between

am I a faker

Until I make her

Or is there any reason

I still scream

Am I an artist

Or a fanatic

Or a lunatic within

When will we ever have the truth

Of what fills the spaces within

The space

within

Outside

If I'm out here

and you're in there

How will we ever

come to terms

With what we have become

Nothingness

I keep trying

and fall outside the lines

I keep hoping

but I'm never in-bounds

No matter what I do

It's never enough for you

I should fade away to nothing

nothing

I keep praying

to a God that doesn't exist

I keep plying

A hope that will not resist

No matter what I do

It's never enough for you

I should fall away to nothing

Nothing

And leave you in peace