I am
...drunken
...Hopeful
...an idiot
...still a dreamer
...cooking up something special
...going out of my way to please you
...ever vigilant
...grayer, older, non the wiser
...still in love
...unsure why you couldn't talk to me
...hopeless and hopeful
...still searching for that ultimate peak
...afraid of finding the end
...done for now, goodnight