Saturday, September 16, 2023

I am (Part 9, or IX)

 I am

...drunken

...Hopeful

...an idiot 

...still a dreamer

...cooking up something special

...going out of my way to please you

...ever vigilant

...grayer, older, non the wiser

...still in love

...unsure why you couldn't talk to me

...hopeless and hopeful

...still searching for that ultimate peak

...afraid of finding the end

...done for now, goodnight



Value

 It's never the same

It's never as good

We want to relive the ways

And feel that we should


It's never the same

It doesn't matter

Who's to blame

Emotions scatter


The wind picks up

and sends signals down

The heartbeats quickens

Smiles from lonely frowns


It's all about

What we care for

What we need

the value 

in you

And

me


Wanting

 I gave my heart out

for free

You held it in your hand

Briefly


But you let it go

I never let you go


I still want you

 to want me