Wednesday, November 18, 2020

dance

 the harshness of the new reality

more than most souls can bear

the reality of the current harshness

bares more souls so bare


burning up

burning down

falling farther

than I ever felt I could go


this dance was all

was all for you


The crassness of my mortality

more feelings about how I care

the mortality of the crassness

cares more of the feelings I care


moving up

moving down

burning hotter

then I ever felt I could


this dance was all

was all for you


tear it down

deconstruct

build it

from the ground up


all for you

dance

all for you


Tuesday, November 10, 2020

burn

set it afire

all of it

there is nothing left to save

light it up


there is no comfort

no pity

no charm

light it up


love is afire

let it burn

there is nothing left to give

light it up


failure to launch

no fireworks

no charm

light it up


running from the inferno

fruitless endeavor

set my life on fire

and meet my desire


watch me

burn


skin

carve your name

into my skin

will never

ever make you


mine


carve my pain

into my skin

will never

ever make it 


mine


carry the world

on shoulders so thin

my back was aching

to make it


mine


burden of worlds

on a mind so thin

will never 

make it


mine


nothing to give up

nothing to give in


nothing else mine

nothing but skin



wishes vanish in to the air

like they were never there

leaving me with


skin





the same differences

 breathe

let it out

inhale

something new


exhale

the old

the used

the past


breathe

fresh

clean

unfiltered


exhaust

dirty

byproduct

reaction


clear

sky

air

lungs

mind

body

soul


filthy

sky

air

lungs

mind

body

soul


it's all the same