Tuesday, June 16, 2026

I am, part 15

I am,

Lost

Confused

Lonely

Horny 

Stupid

Careful

Split

Tearing apart

Falling apart 

Denying myself 

Of what makes me happy


To make you happy


But you don't seem happy


What's the point?


Why?


I'm becoming an empty shell feeding on

Hope

Stupid hope

What the fuck is wrong with me?

What the fuck is wrong with us?

What the fuck am I doing anymore?


I feel so stupid

And taken for granted, but mostly stupid

Because

I keep taking it

And keep waiting

Like something will change 

For me

For the better


Stupid stupid man


I am, 


Stupid and weak





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